Friends

How many of us have them? Ones we can depend on? My answer should be obvious. The reason I don't? I believe most people are capable of great harm to one another, more likely that all people must at some point in their lives commit something attrocious in order to grow. I don't want to be around when they do, or during the aftermath when they deny. Every living being is a wave, vibratng at their own frequency, amplitude and speed. I have spent the majority of my life figuring out how to resonate with other people, I wish I could say I have it mastered but I do not.

I'm a double Leo with a Libra Moon. If you don't speak atrology it means I am a hardcore believer in truth and justice. Not justice for all however, justice for the righteous. Another way to summate my personality would be to say that I sufferred trauma, unjustly, at a young age when I had no agency, because of that I carry a heavy chip on my shoulder. I despise insincere activities and speech. I do not hate people or things, this may be my biggest weakness. I want to see the good, the reasoning, the meaning behind all actions and words. I want more than anything to trust and believe in the good in others, maybe even that I would be the person to bring it out. I give chances, I am generous without fear of scarcity, I know I am open like a book and that is an invitation for some to harm. I often feel like a sacrifice.